Sunday, February 10, 2019

Phil Kniss: Content to fill a little space

“from AVARICE, toward JOY IN WHAT IS”
Luke 12:15-21, 32-34

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Thank you, Charles Dickens,
for giving us Ebenezer Scrooge—
one of the most memorable characters in English literature,
one who is fixed in our minds
as a prime example of the deadly sin of avarice, or greed,
and the damage it can do to a person.

Let me read a brilliant line from Dicken’s book, The Christmas Carol.
“O, but he was a tightfisted hand at the grindstone, Scrooge.
A squeezing, wrenching, grasping, scraping, clutching,
covetous old sinner.
Hard and sharp as flint
from which no steel had ever struck out generous fire.
Secret, and self-contained, and solitary as an oyster.”

Now some of the seven deadly sins,
like pride, anger, sloth and the like,
I have to take care in defining them for us,
in such a way that convinces us they actually are sins.
Because there are types of anger and pride and idleness,
that are noble and righteous,
and must be distinguished from the sinful types.

Not so much with avarice.
Most people instantly see greed as,
if not sinful, at least harmful to human relationships.
As it did with Scrooge, it cuts us off from love and beauty,
makes us insensitive to others,
full of misery,
solitary as an oyster.
Greed is rarely held up as noble.
There’s a notable exception, in the movie Wall Street,
where the Michael Douglas character makes a speech,
and I quote, “Greed is good.
Greed works.
Greed clarifies, cuts through,
and captures the essence of the evolutionary spirit.
Greed for life, for money, for love, for knowledge,
has marked the upward surge of mankind.”

That movie quote is memorable by how much it shocks us,
to hear someone say it so brazenly.
But . . . maybe . . . on a big scale,
if you arguing economic theory,
and if you shift the meaning of greed to include
a broad embrace of passion and ambition,
and hunger for life and love and other good things—
then okay, I’ll grant you some positive attributes for “greed.”
That kind of hunger can activate an economy.

But . . . when it comes to personal character,
even communal character,
greed—the notion of wanting to acquire more and more and more—
the thrill of the chase,
the striving for power over others,
the urge to accumulate more, consume more, and control more,
that does damage.
It’s not difficult to describe the harm it can do to our character.
It’s not hard to see how it distances us from God and others.
It’s not a stretch to name it . . . sin.
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So, assuming greed is sinful,
assuming greed creates distance
between us and others, between us and God,
let’s jump right into the question of what will save us from it?
What is the antidote?
What virtue will shape our character in the opposite direction?
What will help us become more generous and gracious?
What will help us cultivate contentment?
What will help us be satisfied, that is find joy,
in what already is—
in who we now are,
and what we now have.

As I pondered what encourages contentment,
something immediately came to mind, which is common wisdom.
We compare ourselves to those with much less.
We look around at those who possess far fewer things,
and far less wealth than what we have.
We can all think of examples
when we were confronted with the reality
that someone has it a lot worse than I do,
yet they are still living in joy and contentment.
If we ever spent time in the global south,
and saw whole communities poor and destitute,
yet full of kindness and hospitality and generosity and joy,
we came away in awe and wonder,
and perhaps a bit of embarrassment or shame,
and we determined to live our lives
with greater generosity and joy and contentment.

So that strategy is pretty effective, right?
We give ourselves a different point of reference.
Instead of looking around at our affluent neighbors,
or the lives of the rich and famous,
and lamenting the wealth and leisure
we will never be able to access,
we expose ourselves to the lives and realities of those with less,
and we are inspired to find joy in what we already have.

But that is a temporary fix . . . at best.
Because eventually,
our eyes will return to other points of reference.
Our attention will not stay fixed
on the less fortunate who live with joy.
And as soon as we look away,
we notice those with much more than ourselves,
who drive comfortable and well-appointed cars,
who live in spacious and well-furnished homes,
who seem to enjoy an unencumbered life
of leisure, travel, and adventure,
who seem to have many more options than we do.
And immediately, greed rears its ugly head again.
Gratitude evaporates.
Contentment flees.

And it’s not that we just chose to turn our eyes.
No.
We cannot escape exposure to affluence and excess and greed,
anymore than a fish can escape the water it swims in.
Our culture runs on greed.
It continually bombards us with images and messages,
that tell us life and joy are found by acquiring more.
There is always something bigger, newer, faster, better, easier.
And if we can only get our hands on it,
joy and contentment will be ours.
Just look at all those smiling happy people in the ads.

So even if we adopt a clear and firm strategy
to focus on the less fortunate,
we cannot escape seeing the opposite,
because it’s in our face, all the time—
in all forms of public media and entertainment, and
in real people we know and relate to.

So, what is an appropriate counterpoint to greed?
Seems to me, it’s learning to rest in the love and goodness
and incarnational presence of God.
It’s “practicing the presence,”
as did the 17th century Carmelite monk, Brother Lawrence.
He wrote that his “only desire was to find joy
in doing little things for the love of God.”

To learn to see God’s mercy and grace and generosity,
and presence with us in the midst of all of life’s circumstances—
in good and bad,
in plenty and want,
in joy and sorrow,
and to see God’s face in all people—
near and far,
small and great,
friend and foe,
to learn that,
to practice that kind of generous and gracious living
is, I believe, the only reliable antidote to greed.
And for that matter, it will help keep us out of the mire
of most of the other deadly sins.

If we focus our energy, our prayers, our intentions, and our practices,
not on comparing our lot with the lot of others,
but on developing an awareness of God’s love and goodness
that is all around us,
then compassion toward others is our default response.

Instead of being driven by greed,
we are driven by compassion.
When we encounter the destitute,
our instinct will be toward compassion,
rather than pity or paternalism.
And when we encounter those who are more rich and powerful,
our instinct will be not to envy them or emulate them,
but to also view them with the compassion of God,
knowing that wealth is a gift, as well as a great burden.

Practicing the presence of God
changes our whole posture in this chaotic and sinful world.
We are more likely to notice God at work on God’s shalom project,
when we encounter either brokenness or beauty.
And we are more likely to want to participate in that project,
instead of turning away in despair.
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And let’s be clear about one thing.
Greed is not the sin of the rich and powerful.
It is a besetting sin for us all.

When we read the parable from Luke 12, as we did this morning,
it’s easy to read it from outside looking in,
especially if we are not the wealthy landholder
who has too many crops and not enough barns.
It’s easy to wag our fingers at such blatant greed and materialism,
and thank God that we are not like that sinner over there.

Greed, like the other sins and vices,
is a habit that takes up residence in the human soul and spirit,
and then manifests itself in our actions,
no matter what our lot in life.

So how do we measure greed?
Am I more greedy
if I have acquired a richly furnished home,
with two high-priced vehicles in the garage,
or . . . if I live in a little frame house,
with a basement overflowing with bargains I couldn’t pass up?
Am I greedy
only if my money is in an aggressive stock portfolio,
or could greed be a factor even in my slow-growth mutual fund?
Can I exhibit greed
when I push an overflowing shopping cart up to the checkout line,
as much as when I put only one thing in the cart?
Is greed a prime motivator
only for the top 1%,
or can it overtake someone living in poverty?

Our behaviors are indicators. There is no doubt.
Practices matter.
I would never suggest greed is only a matter of the heart,
needing only an inward “spiritual” cure.

As Rebecca DeYoung suggests, in her book Glittering Vices,
“actions wear a groove or pattern in the longings of our heart.”
It’s not either-or.
It’s not attitude or practices.
Our practices, and our inner thoughts and intentions
continually shape each other,
backward and forward.

So . . . as Jesus recognized and taught,
the rich do have a much harder time.
It is harder for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, Jesus said.
His disciples objected, “So it’s impossible?”
Jesus replied, with God’s help, it may be possible.
The rich are more likely to struggle
with allowing their possessions to possess them.
But they are not alone in that struggle.
It is a human proclivity in us all.
And you realize, of course,
we Americans are, in comparison to the world,
the rich ones in Jesus’ teachings.
We are the farmer building bigger barns.
We are the camels trying to thread the needle.

But all of us, whatever our social status,
need to pay attention to these grooves and patterns
that our deeds carve into our hearts.

Of course, there is a balance to be struck here.
On Friday evening, Irene and I went out
to a local, fine-dining, Italian restaurant,
ate some fancy food,
and went to a theater afterwards.
We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves,
and I don’t regret doing it, at all.

But it’s pretty good practice, and a good discipline,
to intentionally juxtapose those experiences sometimes,
by stepping outside our little bubble,
and simply own the fact
that many, probably most, of our neighbors,
in the City of Harrisonburg and Rockingham County,
did not have the option, financially, on Friday night,
to go out on the town
and spend $75-100 on food and entertainment.
Much less, was that an option
for the vast majority of our global neighbors.

So how do we talk about greed in our context,
when so much of the world suffers from hunger and famine,
or the deprivations of war?

When I was a kid at home,
maybe my mom wasn’t entirely accurate
when she made me feel like I was personally causing
the starvation in sub-Saharan Africa
by not finishing my Brussels sprouts at dinnertime.

As an adult, I know now,
that we don’t have a zero-sum global economy.
A dollar put into my hands does not actually mean
that a dollar was taken from the hands of the poor.

But having said that, let’s admit that local and personal behavior
actually matters on the global stage.
Our embodied practices shape our spirits and souls,
which shape all the choices we make,
which shape the world we live in.

The love of money, something we all need to beware of,
does have a way of overpowering our love of justice,
and that changes the way we see and act toward our neighbors.

There is a long-standing Christian tradition,
from the desert monks, to Gregory, to Aquinas,
to contemporary theologians ,
that acts of greed lead us toward insensitivity to matters of justice,
that this particular sin can lead toward hardness of heart.

And it’s not a big leap
to go from being insensitive to another’s suffering,
to outright causing them harm.
The fruit of avarice, of greed,
is a willingness to lie, to deceive, to betray, to steal,
even to do violence, in order to acquire what we desire.

But is there a place for occasional and modest splurging,
for enjoying the resources we have and celebrating with them,
while not falling prey to the sin of greed?
I hope so.
And I believe so.

We can enjoy a good party, like Jesus did.
We can buy a beautiful painting,
or enjoy a thrilling concert,
even though our financially outlay for those things
don’t directly feed the hungry or house the homeless.

The question is,
are we freeing ourselves to love God, love others,
and love all creation.
I think the celebrations of life, even costly ones,
can make us people who love more freely and genuinely,
especially when we share,
and invite everyone to the party.
They can also do the opposite, if we’re not careful and discerning.

But at their best,
they can help us be more open and less guarded about our stuff.
They can free us from the anxiety of scarcity.
They can help us live in God’s abundance.
That is precisely what we need
to cultivate generosity and grace.
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There is deep contentment when we trust in God’s ample provisions.
When we see what we have in hand,
and know where it came from,
we can say, “It is enough. Thank you!”

We live in a world that spouts lies of scarcity . . .
that constantly pushes us to acquire and accumulate.
We need to learn how to say, “No, thank you.”

Will Willimon, in his book on the deadly sins,
says, given the world we live in, it takes moral stamina to say,
“Yes we can afford it, but we’re not going to buy it,
because it does little to contribute
to the basic goodness of our lives.”
It takes practice, to look at the world and all it has to offer,
and at certain key moments say simply,
“No, thank you. I’m satisfied.”

In today’s parable,
the farmer wasn’t practiced in the art of saying “no, thank you.”
The only choice he could see in front of him,
when faced with an opportunity to have more,
was to build a bigger barn to hold it.
He was not content to fill the small space in his present barn.
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There’s another anti-greed practice, according to Rebecca DeYoung.
She points out the practice of tithing—
not as some burdensome rule or religious regulation,
but as a joyful way to free ourselves from the prison of greed.

The practice of regular and proportional First-Fruits giving
is a practice to re-form our hearts, she says.
She says that like fasting, and other disciplines,
tithing can be seen as a “habitual practice of
limiting our use of a good thing . . .” in order to
“regularly and continually loosen our attachment to it.”
It’s a practice that cultivates contentment.

To spend on ourselves first,
and wait to see what’s left for God and others,
reinforces the self-orientation that greed feeds on—
it promotes the falsehood that our possessions are our own
to use and consume and dispense as we see fit,
and that ultimately we are our own providers.

Instead, we are invited to First-Fruits living,
to a full and joyful way of life
grounded in a theology of God’s abundance,
which leads us to be content,
and to find joy in what is.

It will lead us to the kind of life expressed
in a hymn I rediscovered this week,
printed in our old 1927 Church Hymnal,
the hymnal this congregation sang from when we were founded.
Don’t know how many of you know it.
The original title was “Father I know that all my life.”
I found more of the stanzas online,
and chose four of them to sing today.
You’ll find it in your order of worship.
There’s a phrase in verse two that inspired my sermon title.

Oh, to be content to fill a little space.
We can think of that literally, like crops in a barn.
Or metaphorically, like the space we fill in this world.
Are we content to fill a little space,
if God is glorified in it?
Will we find our joy, as verse three suggests,
not in serving God much, but serving God well?

Wherever in the world I am, in whatsoe’er estate,
I have a fellowship with hearts to keep and cultivate;
A work of lowly love to do for God on Whom I wait.

I ask Thee for the daily strength, to none that ask denied,
And a mind to blend with outward life while keeping at Thy side;
Content to fill a little space, if Thou be glorified.

And if some things I do not ask among my blessings be,
I’d have my spirit filled the more with grateful love to Thee,
More careful, not to serve Thee much, but please Thee perfectly.

Tho’ briers besetting every path that call for patient care;
There is a cross in every lot, and earnest need for prayer;
But lowly hearts that lean on Thee are happy anywhere.

—Phil Kniss, February 10, 2019

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Sunday, February 3, 2019

Phil Kniss: "It’s not about me" – Silencing our spin

“From ENVY & VAINGLORY, toward GOING DEEPER”
Genesis 4:1-12; Mark 10:35-37, 41-46; 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

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A few weeks ago I started this sermon series,
“Character matters: practicing for the good life”
And I gave it a tagline:
“a fresh angle on the seven deadly sins in a chaotic world.”

On that first Sunday, when I stood here and said
one of my motivations for focusing on the deadly sins,
was our current chaotic social climate,
I could see in your face, your slight nods,
that you knew what I meant, no need for further explanation.
It has become both commonplace and common wisdom,
to speak of our times as chaotic.
And that’s being generous.

Our world is not just chaotic,
It is full of violence, hatred, oppression, corruption,
abuse of the poor and vulnerable.
Human relations are already polarized, and becoming more so.
Our social fabric is frayed and morally-bankrupt.

That’s not a statement of despair.
That’s just being honest.
It’s naming a reality.
The times we live in are chaotic and confusing and corrupt.

So that makes it all the more urgent
for us people of faith
who see life as a moral calling,
that we claim our place in this world and live it out.

We are people who believe God is at work in this world.
We believe God made us all, and loves us all,
and has a purpose for us and creation.
We believe that God is still invested in us, despite everything,
that God is working on a great shalom project,
and we are part of God’s strategy to bring it about.
We believe we are called by this same God
to construct a way of life, a society, if you will,
a household of God (an oikos,
to use the Greek word the apostle Paul used)
a household built on a sturdy moral framework . . .
so that . . .
the world might see it,
and catch a glimpse of God’s shalom vision
that available to all.

We are . . . and I say this with all humility and reverence and awe,
not at all in the arrogant or narcissistic way that it sounds . . .
we are . . . God’s gift to the world.

Now, given how messed up the Christian world is these days,
I know you’re tempted to dismiss that statement as nonsense.
Don’t!
Hear me out.
To claim we are on a mission of God to the world,
is a statement about our identity,
and it’s one of complete and utter humility!
To say I’m here at God’s bidding
is to give up my sense of self-importance,
and self-determination,
and self-orientation.
I’m naming myself servant—slave of God.

My purpose in life is not my own.
My agenda is not my own.
My life is not my own.
I have been given a job to do for a higher purpose
than my own self-fulfillment and ambition.

God has a project going on,
and I, we, are invited to sign on to that project,
with all that we have and are,
to the point of laying down our lives, if called upon.
How badly we mess it up the project, isn’t the point.
For some mysterious reason,
God patiently and persistently chooses
to carry out the shalom project
through deeply flawed human communities.
Stories of this abound, through the Old and New Testaments,
and continue until today.
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Now why do I say all this at the beginning of my sermon?
I’m laying some groundwork.
I’m helping us claim, with joy and amazement and gratitude,
our divine calling.
We get to live in this beautiful and broken and sin-filled world,
with a real, and meaningful purpose.
We don’t have to wallow in despair
when the world seems to be going off the rails.

This is an opportunity to put God’s life-giving alternative on display.
This is a chance for us—
as people of faith who worship the God of shalom—
to recognize our gift, and offer it in all humility.
We get to be as intentional, and clear,
and public as we can possibly be,
and live our lives before the watching world,
and God helping us, make a believable and irresistible case
that there is a better way,
that there is such a thing as a good life,
and we are all invited into it.

This is how to live in a chaotic and bankrupt world.
But we have to choose it,
and practice our way into it.
Because otherwise, we will default
to one of two other tempting options.

We will either despair about the evil
and just escape it by crawling into a hole.
Or we avoid the moral confusion by normalizing it,
just caving, and blending in with the world around us,
joining the rest in a fear-based way of life . . .
that leads to death.

The alternative, which this series is all about,
is to name and confess sin for what it is,
claim God’s grace,
and joyfully embrace practices that lead us toward shalom,
toward the good life.
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Okay, so let’s get into the two deadly sins for today—
envy and vainglory.

I think these two sins lie at the heart
of all the ugliness of our world.

And what’s so terrible about envy and vainglory,
or, as some lists have it—envy and pride.
Sure, envy can be a little off-putting, but deadly?
And pride is actually kind of a virtue, isn’t it?
It’s good to take some pride in who we are and what we do.
It’s called self-esteem.

Well, let’s define them more carefully, and then decide.

Over the centuries, in church history,
there have been several lists of deadly sins,
beginning with one of the early desert monks in the late 300s,
who came up with a list of eight.
But the list that stuck with us came from Pope Gregory I,
and was followed by Thomas Aquinas.
They were listed in order of seriousness.
And the seriousness of the sin
was a matter of how much it offended against love.

Pride was #1 on the list.
Envy was #2.

So let’s start with envy.
How does envy offend against love?

Well, envy is the act of engaging in comparative self-worth.
Whereas love rejoices in another’s good,
envy sorrows over another’s good,
because that good excels our own.
When we envy another,
we are confronting a self that we think lacks inherent worth.
The unhappiness and even misery that results from envy,
can destroy us from the inside out.
Envy can seem harmless at first.
But it nibbles and gnaws.
It starts eating away at us, like a silent cancer.

It causes us to act toward the other in ways that go beyond sorrow,
to actively trying to undermine the good in the other.
Left unchecked, it is a path toward violence.
It has, many times, led a person to murder.
Prime example: the first set of brothers, Cain and Abel,
whose story we heard this morning from Genesis 4.

It is a sin that offends against the unconditional love of God for us.
Envy diminishes our humanity.

When I am envious, I am not loving myself.
I am not grateful for, or happy in, what I am or what I have.
The sin is deadly, because it will not let me live as myself,
as the one God created.
Envy not only disparages self, it disparages others,
and it disparages the One who created us both.

It’s a sad sin, because everyone loses.
The other deadly sins have at least some momentary gratification,
whether it’s food, or sex, or the release of anger, or pride.
But there is no pleasure in envy, even for a moment.

In the late 1300s, Chaucer, in the Canterbury Tales, wrote,
in the “Parson’s Tale,”
“For hardly is there any sin that has not some delight in itself,
save only envy, which ever has of itself
but anguish and sorrow.”

And even more sad and tragic,
is this sin is more prevalent in close community.
It’s not a coincidence that most of the Bible stories about envy,
involve families and close associates.
Cain and Abel,
Jacob and Esau,
Joseph and his brothers,
Sarah and Hagar,
Rachel and Leah,
and the disciples with James and John
in today’s Gospel reading from Mark 10.
They all envy the blessing received by another.

I’m not as prone to sinful envy,
when I realize I can’t sing like Andrea Bocelli,
or write like John Grisham.
They are in a class by themselves,
and their world is far away.
But if my neighbor, my sibling, my fellow church member,
my business partner . . . my spouse . . .
if they surpass me in something I value—
prestige, wealth, charisma—
or it they achieve something I was unable to—
an award, a promotion, public recognition—
then the comparative self-worth starts to eat away at us.
Soon we begin harboring secret thoughts of their downfall.
And we diminish their humanity, and ours.

Envy has a color, you know.
We are green with envy.
Green, being the color of sickness and nausea.
In medieval art, envy was often depicted as a sickly person,
someone wasting away.
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Now, what about pride, or vainglory.
As opposed to the way envy diminishes our self-worth,
vainglory elevates it.
Well, in a manner of speaking.
At least, in envy we sorrow because we don’t have something
that someone else has, and pity ourselves for it.
But the sin of vainglory notices we do have something,
and holds it up high where everyone can see it,
as if to cause envy in others . . . or . . .
perhaps, to convince ourselves of our own worth.

Vainglory is disordered glory-seeking.
It is the excessive and disordered desire
for recognition and approval in the eyes of others.
Jesus was blunt about vainglory, in Matthew 6.
“Beware of practicing your piety before others,
in order to be seen by them.”
Then he said, in just about these words,
“If you seek attention for your good deeds, congratulations,
you’ve just gotten your entire reward, attention.”

So . . . you’re giving to the poor on a public sidewalk?
You have your reward already (that’s Matt. 6:2)
Praying out loud, in a crowd, with your head up?
Got your reward. (vs. 5)
Fasting, and hoping others notice?
You got it. (vs. 16)

Now, vainglory is a very different thing than public witness.
In just a few verses earlier, Matthew 5,
Jesus calls his disciples a “city on a hill” and “light on a lampstand.”
He urges them to let their good deeds be visible to others,
so they may see your good works and—
here’s the crux of the matter—
“and give glory to your Father in heaven.”

If we are living our lives
according to God’s call,
in God’s service, and
for God’s glory and purpose,
then our deeds may well be seen,
but they will point people to God, not to us.

We live in a narcissistic society.
We have a narcissist in the Oval Office now, which is not surprising.
We are a society of narcissists,
and we usually end up with leaders like us, only more so.
We are a culture with only a handful of heroes,
but a thousand celebrities.
We rarely honor people for the depth of their courage and character.
We celebrate people, for their celebrity itself.
How empty is that?
How vainglorious is that?

The sin of vainglory, or pride, if you will,
is misdirected glory.
It is putting the wrong person in the center of attention.

Okay, this is well and good,
but why is vainglory sinful?
why was it sin #1 on the list of Pope Gregory?
It offends against love, in the worst way.
It fails to love self and others.
Remember the two great commandments, according to Jesus in Matt 22?
Love the Lord your God with all you have and are.
And love your neighbor as yourself.

Both envy and vainglory spring from the same sinful root,
a failure to adequately love God, self, and others.
Those who succumb to envy and vainglory
fail to find joy in the unconditional love of God for us all.

Envy offends against the love
of the God who names us worthy,
who gives us value,
who calls his own.
When we denigrate ourselves with the sadness of envy,
we distance ourselves from God, saying,
“I don’t accept your image in me.”
“I don’t believe you bestow worth on me, that you love me.”

And vainglory also offends against love.
It seeks to win applause and approval
but at the price of distancing ourselves from the love of others.
By trying to prove our superiority,
by trying to “spin” our public image,
we make ourselves less approachable and more isolated.
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So what practices might help form us for a better alternative,
for the good life?
What practices begin to move us from
envy and vainglory,
toward a deeper life of love?

Try silence and solitude.
So suggests Rebecca De Young in her book, Glittering Vices,
on display right now in the library.
There’s all kinds of voices clamoring for our attention—
voices within and voices without—
voices telling us falsehoods about our unworthiness,
or about the excessive worth of others.

DeYoung cites Richard Foster,
who encourages us to let our lives and actions speak for themselves,
and to silence our self-made “spin.”

How many of us are guilty—I know I am—
of coming upon a conversation about something,
where I know I have a story, anecdote, or insight
that seems relevant or might impress those in the conversation,
so I find a way to gently elbow my way in,
because I have a hunch by inserting myself,
I can obtain the admiration of others.

But I wonder what I missed out on,
by not choosing stillness, silence, and deeper listening.

Silence give me relief from the clamoring voices of the world,
including my own voice.
Solitude frees me from a panicked need for acclaim
and approval-seeking.
Because solitude, DeYoung reminds us, removes our audience.

I wonder sometimes,
how much richer our common life would be,
our life in the church,
our discourse in the marketplace,
and in the political arena,
if we could also combat envy and vainglory,
through the practice of occasional silence and solitude.

So many of our knock-down drag-out fights
over ideology, or theology,
or over religious or political disagreements,
come down not just to our pure commitment to some idea at stake.
They may also be rooted in, and fed by, our vainglory—
our need for approval and acclaim by others.
We have a need to be proven right,
to be found to have the superior argument,
the greater logic, the most reliable claim,
the most faithful biblical interpretation.

But our contribution to God’s shalom project,
might actually be better served by silence,
by listening better,
by sharpening our attention,
by deepening our understanding,
by being with the other longer,
or being in solitude
and listening for God’s breath in the midst of it all.

Let us all bask in God’s great and unconditional love for us,
and for all people, and all creation,
and admit that it’s not about me,
and silence the spin we give our lives,
to try to improve our standing.

Let us choose a deeper love, informed by God’s love,
as described in Paul’s timeless words from 1 Corinthians 13.

Listen to them again:
Love is patient; love is kind;
love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth.
It bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.
Love never fails.

Thanks be to God.

—Phil Kniss, February 3, 2019

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